Trying

I'm trying baby I'm trying Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding I don't really wanna make you cry (D Buck) But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing Why has this happened man I'm slightly confused I'm getting so sick of fighting with you Snapping at me when I'm tryna lighten the mood So I'm pouring all my pain I'm trying baby I'm trying Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding I don't really wanna make you cry But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing Why has this happened man I'm slightly confused I'm getting so sick of fighting with you Snapping at me when I'm tryna lighten the mood So I'm pouring all my pain in this mic in the booth How do I fix this bond that a been this broken It's the last time I'm leaving myself this open Both our tears run deep as the ocean The beauty the beast and the angel n omen Poker face like a Texas hold em Both of us don't wanna back down no folding We're giving each other no opening No hope for this But I can't let go I'm holding it Why do I take this blame Just can't she can't cope with it I'm so over it When things go wrong I'm the culprit You gave up so be it There's a lot on my plate no serviette Can we unite like soviets But how are we really gonna turn back now I was building a house n ya burnt that down I'm walking away and ya say something that'll make me turn back round Next thing I'm tearing the curtains down I'm followed around by the dark black clouds It's a deal with the devil will I turn it down Ima walk through life as I work that out So here I stay in the hallway pacing Weird the way that you always take it It's clear as day that my heart is breaking Got to the point where I can't just save it Crazy you don't know how hard you make it Lately I really been feeling your hatred Tired of fighting the wars were waging Can't get back all the time we've wasted I'm trying baby I'm trying Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding I don't really wanna make you cry But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing Why has this happened man I'm slightly confused I'm getting so sick of fighting with you Snapping at me when I'm tryna lighten the mood So I'm pouring all my pain in this mic in the booth I ain't true to myself when I say it's hopeless But there's so many things that I just can't cope with Straight to the point ain't waiting a moment On my case when I smoke this potent Blankest face don't give me emotion Can't undo all the hate we've spoken This what I get when I give my devotion Can't blame me for the path I've chosen I partly ruined it You did too n I can't keep doing this Spit me out cos ya hardly chewing it Took that leap and flew a bit Went separate ways when we grew innit So true that the old you's who I miss Under ya spell when ya blew a kiss Now it's criticise criticise let's go through a list But the guilt I'm rid of it Please stop giving it It's my life I'm living it Please stop playing the victim I'm sick of it Can't work you out I'd rather figure out how they built the pyramids Leaving me in the dark like a silhouette Spin my head jus like a pirouette Sat back thinking lighting a cigarette All the ups n downs like a pogo jump Filled with hate coz you don't show love Sacrificed n the goat woke up Really I should be so choked up I'm so done with the same old shit Don't wanna girl that'll take not give So take this in There's so much I'm willing to take not this So I'm trying baby I'm trying Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding I don't really wanna make you cry But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing Why has this happened man I'm slightly confused I'm getting so sick of fighting with you Snapping at me when I'm tryna lighten the mood So I'm pouring all my pain in this mic in the booth I'm trying baby I'm trying Do you not see all the pain I'm hiding I don't really wanna make you cry But how'd we fall from the heights We was climbing