Despair

The future escapes me As the past betrays me I'm senselessly wandering Aimlessly pondering These thoughts they speak in tongues They pull me under They pull me under The light now fades to black I am becoming I am becoming Drenched in my fears All alone with my fears All my fears All my fears Have become Implosions Beneath the skin Corrupting me from within I ask myself why The thoughts left me gasping for air They've manifested in endless despair Why are you always in disguise 'Cause I'm Done I Am Done I Am Surely Fucking Done All the things you wish that you'd ever have Are now in disarray Hope is next to none The fight begins when your patience ends Yet you're stuck in these thoughts Making no amends Beat yourself to make belief This pain This stain Won't go away There's no point to turn a new leaf I've come to terms with my misery Implosions Beneath the skin Corrupting me from within I ask myself why The thoughts left me gasping for air They've manifested in endless despair Bring this torture to an end 'Cause I'm Done I Am Done I Am Surely Fucking Done Someone come help me The light here is fading This prison this hellhole This prison this hellhole Someone come help me The light here is fading This prison this hellhole The Walls Are Caving In The Walls Are Caving I'm done with this The air is thin My hope is bleak One final plea Implosions Beneath the skin Corrupting me from within Corrupting me from within Corrupting me from within Choke beneath the confines of despair I'm done with this The air is thin My hope is bleak One final plea Help Help Help The light here is fading Help Help Help The walls are caving in