The Realist Outro

I've got anxiety depression they rap I really say a message My talent speaks won't do no flexing chain smokin woods cause I been stressing Goin crazy since a freshman suicidal since my adolescence Since then I taught myself some lessons Sometimes I'm good sometimes I ain't Sometimes I feel like I ain't worth it Yes I am thankful for your help But I feel like Im a burden Music what I put my self worth in Why you think I put so much damn work in other than that I don't feel like I'm worth it Before I touched the mic I thought life was bad I thought I never find a new purpose still searching But easily I'm achieving things that's for certain Still broke, Still Paranoid, I'm still hurtin Used to wanna vanish I feel like I ain't deserve this I been tryna find myself I'm just giving you the real me I been tryna find myself I don't really think they feel me Tryna get closer to God I keep praying pray until he hear me Tryna get closer to God Ima pray until they kill me Mind drowning in self doubt But that shit Ironic because I do this for myself now Tryna help myself out Tryna make the set proud You ain't gotta hug the block cmon and step out Working on bringing diplomas to the jets now And it's only right I stand out Out the ordinary yes, the difference is that I'm the man now Been him lemme quit playin round Depression blinded me, women they lied to me, and my mans playin foul Whatever the situation I believe in staying down If he take it from me he can have it ain't gone spray me down More than rap so when I move my mouth they gotta pay me now Smoking got me feeling close to god I hope he save me now, Cola I been tryna find myself I'm just giving you the real me I been tryna find myself I don't really think they feel me Tryna get closer to God I keep praying pray until he hear me Tryna get closer to God Ima pray until they kill me Never Trippin Forever Vibin Forever Vibin Forever Tied In Your biggest battle will be within Not strangers rather family And it comes a time where you have to understand that Your biggest hater is you Your biggest battle is you