Scared

I’m so scared about the future that’s just how I live After movin' on life ain’t gon' be what it is People change, growing up, now we ain’t no kids And Ima scream until I sleep, wiping off all my tears I’m so scared about the future that’s just how I live After movin' on life ain’t gon' be what it is People change, growing up, now we ain’t no kids And Ima scream until I sleep, wiping off all my tears We getting older Now I don’t have nobody’s shoulder To lean on When I really need some, help To get past my problems A phenom, well That’s not quite what we on To be on, hell Never see all of my friends again That’s what it feel like Gonna see them through the lens, then I’ll be alright Ima miss smokin' out past dark, faded as f*ck Oh here we go Now it’s just cars that push to start I’m so scared about the future that’s just how I live After movin' on life ain’t gon' be what it is People change, growing up, now we ain’t just kids And Ima scream until I sleep, wiping off all my tears I’m so scared about the future that’s just how I live After movin' on life ain’t gon' be what it is People change, growing up, now we ain’t just kids And Ima scream until I sleep, wiping off all my tears I’m lonely That’s what I’m scared to be in life No homies Except for the fiending for weed at night I’m only Alone, in-side of my head Don’t show me What’s it’s like to go and live You don’t know me And that’s the sad part about it Everybody’s happy, everybody excited But I’m not I’m actually sadder than ever cuz Everyone around me brought me together Depression hits when I have no Direction, splits up my mind With nothing but Inception, let’s get past the point of What’s next in bliss Happiness isn’t quite on their list And it really hurts when it comes to this point I’m really hoping that everybody’s not so annoyed Of me when I try to hit em up like let’s hang And nobody hits my phone, I ain’t hearing no rang I’m so scared about the future that’s just how I live After movin' on life ain’t gon' be what it is People change, growing up, now we ain’t kids And Ima scream until I sleep, wiping off all my tears I’m so scared about the future that’s just how I live After movin' on life ain’t gon' be what it is People change, growing up, now we ain’t kids And Ima scream until I sleep, wiping off all my tears Honestly that’s what I’m scared of most, that all the homies out hangin' when I’m at home Workin so much recently, it’s fuckin me up I ain’t have no time to do shit Really, It’s fucked Some new shit Say you got me but don’t do shit Graduation's in a few days and Ima lose it Seein' y’all walk down to get ya diplomas I see it now, actually smellin' aromas And it’s crazy All of y’all doing good I’m happy for y’all, really I think that I should Just shut the f*ck up about it Stuck in the mud Think that’s what I’ll do I love all of you Y’all are my dawgs and I hope y’all stay true