Change It All

I can't lie it hurts me to look back Being bullied turned me into a hood rat Put tools in my rucksack f*ck this f*ck that Them times them man were still robbing dust caps Plus my mum didn't have enough cash I never had free school meals or a bus pass There was holes in my creps though broke from the get go That's my life story I ain't going through a rough patch Bare man move shady most dem snakey They just wanna try & get close so they can betray me Friend or acquaintance f*ck you pay me No thought no maybe fam I'll duppy dem daily I'm not sweet & innocent that's how I may seem They wanna see me underground but I should be mainstream I fell off track a few times life got crazy I was grinding for my son & expecting a baby What if I could change it all But the change in my pocket wouldn't change a thing It made me think I had to sit down and take it in I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in I used to think I could change it all But the change in my pocket couldn't change a thing It made me think I had to sit down and take it in I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in I was running road road runner Yeh my baby momma used to wonder when I'm coming home I was hurting everyone I know I done it for the doe I dunno why I risked my freedom like it's nothing but a joke And my brudda couldn't cope His mum's an addict but he's still cutting coke This life we're living had to let the loving go price up everyone you know We never had nothing till we let something grow I'm only gonna be me I ain't tryna be the best Can't you see I'm deeply stressed I'm feeling like I've been possessed I bet you couldn't even picture me depressed F*ck a GP I ain't even been assessed I had to get it cracking like easter eggs I didn't need The rest still I've settled down now she's obsessed She loves me in between her legs Look I've turned my life round now and I'm feeling blessed What if I could change it all But the change in my pocket wouldn't change a thing It made me think I had to sit down and take it in I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in I used to think I could change it all But the change in my pocket couldn't change a thing It made me think I had to sit down and take it in I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in They chat about struggle but it's glamorized Step back analyze come clean sanitize When you advertise you always chat a bag of lies Straps and samurais talking how you ran at guys And how you left em Paralysed you must be really mad at life Or your taking bad advice that's why we're being categorized Now they think I'm mad am I for f*ck sake You've go get it if you wanna live a lavish life I spent too long admiring the game but I've clocked It's a myth I couldn't give a f*ck about the diamonds in your chain or the watch on your wrist Don't be trying it today you'll get robbed in my bits I'm trying to explain you need watch how you live She'll be lying to your face don't go soft for a bitch If your tryna ride my wave you'll get boxed in your Lips Don't be buying into fame you'll get lost In the mist What if I could change it all But the change in my pocket wouldn't change a thing It made me think I had to sit down and take it in I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in I used to think I could change it all But the change in my pocket couldn't change a thing It made me think I had to sit down and take it in I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in