Tired of Life

Fire a Lie you ain't as fire as I I was tired of life admired to die I was on road as high as a kite I was stepping with a weapon come try it with I Fire a le you ain't as fire as I I was tired of life admired to die I was on road as high as a kite I was stepping with a weapon come try it with I My head was not right I was on the block like Chasing opps with a hot knife then they sent me cov vibes To talk about my problems But no councillor can take the pain out of cov life Karen tried to ask me how it happened I just got my shank then I started chasing darren But I couldn't catch him so I went for kyle lew & callum The olders had to intervene they knew I was gunna stab em It was mad we were wrestling and rolling round He done everything he could to try hold me down I heard the sirens coming it was common so I know the sound I messed up and to think we could of spoke it out I was twelve then I didn't know myself then I made my fams life hard when I should of helped them I thought I was hell sent but I couldn't tell them My mates mums was a druggy and my mum used to sell them Fire a Lie you ain't as fire as I I was tired of life admired to die I was on road as high as a kite I was stepping with a weapon come try it with I Fire a Lie you ain't as fire as I I was tired of life admired to die I was on road as high as a kite I was stepping with a weapon come try it with I I've felt pain from a little kid My dad weren't around fam I had to learn to live with it Me and mum we're bickering I'd go ronnie pickering Looking back it's sickening where was my dad to kick me in Love to my grandad he let me live with him He taught me to ride bikes now look at me I'm sick with it I'm always lifting it twelving I don't give a shit Life's about the lessons that you learn and the little things I've had ups and downs life's one rocky road I never had a lot of hope I came up robbing phones I was so poor I was in primark robbing clothes But since then man shot a lot of O's I've been rotten but I swear my heart's solid gold Still I've done dirt and you could never polish mould This life that we're living ain't forgiving I've seen loved ones die have you ever felt a body cold Fire a Lie you ain't as fire as I I was tired of life admired to die I was on road as high as a kite I was stepping with a weapon come try it with I Fire a Lie you ain't as fire as I I was tired of life admired to die I was on road as high as a kite I was stepping with a weapon come try it with I I'm out to make money I ain't tryna get fanny Came true on a big scrammy that's a fresh yammy Mandem wanna get pally I got a set family I've had to fix up my kids don't wanna step daddy Mum raised me solo I learnt to forget daddy But to get stacking we've had to get skatty It made me less happy ride out prepped ballied Can't you see that I'm tryna live less aggy Same day same shit we gotta go and see more This ain't just rap it's a deep talk Just like you I been in and out of madness You know me now but you didn't know me before So why'd you judge me for I've tuned my life round man took a detour I hope my rap can take us all out the trap I could never be rich and leave the streets poor Fire a Lie you ain't as fire as I I was tired of life admired to die I was on road as high as a kite I was stepping with a weapon come try it with I Fire a Lie you ain't as fire as I I was tired of life admired to die I was on road as high as a kite I was stepping with a weapon come try it with I