Numbing My Pain

Numbing my pain, I tried numbing my pain But it won't go away, honestly what can I say I've been going insane Even tried running away, I tried running away But nothing has changed, honestly what can I say I've been going insane Walking in my Prada jeans , I'm trying to solve my problems Running out of options while I'm drowning in this bottle But I think it's safe to say That I'm numbing my pain It's getting harder to maintain Not in the streets, I've been M.I.A Hopefully you're here to stay Hopefully we'll see brighter days I don't know where to start I'm trying to heal my wounds and fix my broken heart Honestly I don't know where to start Lately I've been taking medicine, it's tearing me apart I've been dwelling in my elements, start gazing at the stars Hopefully you still care, I know I still care Life's just not fair, tossing in my nightmares Look to my side and I realize you're not there Numbing my pain, I tried numbing my pain But it won't go away, honestly what can I say I've been going insane Even tried running away, I tried running away But nothing has changed, honestly what can I say I've been going insane Hoping for serenity Fighting with my demons, I don't know what's gotten into me I'm asking God why all my closest friends are now my enemies I'm stuck in confusion, my heart's been abused My mind's a bloody illusion, I'm high and confused I'm stuck in confusion, my mind's been abused My mind's a bloody illusion, I'm high and confused Numbing my pain, I tried numbing my pain But it won't go away, honestly what can I say I've been going insane Even tried running away, I tried running away But nothing has changed, honestly what can I say I've been going insane Walking in my Prada jeans, I'm trying to solve my problems Running out of options while I'm drowning in this bottle But I think it's safe to say That I'm numbing my pain I feel like we should make music that reflects ourselves And the problems we go through But I don't know I don't know