Wakin Up

Wakin' up Alone you're not next to me In our bed Where we used to be So in love But it fell apart tragically Im so cold All alone you're not next to me Woke up alone And I thought I was dreamin' Im Reachin for you Sheets cold as the cement It's More like a nightmare I turn and you not there Hittin' your phone But only thing I hear Mailbox is full So I know you do not care So far from your love Dont know how I got here Searchin for you But finding my demons Searchin' for love But only found reasons To throw it away And ruin your chances Of safety security A family you planned And it ruined your body And costed your health Can I say that im sorry Don't know how the hell We got here Im cappin' Im facing the wrath of A woman once scorned And her story was tragic So she vanished like magic Tricks and she flipped it Now her spirits is lifted Alone and she happy Wakin' up Alone you're not next to me In our bed Where we used to be So in love But it fell apart tragically Im so cold All alone you're not next to me Writing these love songs Actin' pathetic Im sorry I wasn't the man That you needed But I'll be damned if keep on Taking these beatings For all the dumb shit That I say when Im heated I know you got options Well I got 'em too Chicks in my DMs ask Me to come thru Tell 'em im busy They know that ain't true Fact of the matter is I only want you Wakin' up Alone you're not next to me In our bed Where we used to be So in love But it fell apart tragically Im so cold All alone you're not next to me Wakin' up Alone you're not next to me In our bed Where we used to be So in love But it fell apart tragically Im so cold All alone you're not next to me