I Have Become What I Hate

No one is left by my side No one ever cared if I live or die It's the blood of the pure that's been spilled I swallow my pride and bite the hand that feeds No more I've taken enough I buried all this pain deep inside my heart In order to survive I must learn To live with the guilt, to live with the guilt And now I'm killing myself to live I have become what I hate And now I'm sinking deep into decay Banished by my demons into an endless fray It's the righteous ones that get all the blame I'll change myself before I go insane Change myself before I go insane I have become what I hate I stand for all that I disdain I have become what I hate I lie... just to bring you pain I have become what I hate (arrogant) I stand for all that I disdain (ignorant) I'm gonna unleash all my rage Motherfucker I'm going down I will take you down with me