FYIIT Pt2

I turned over a leaf right now I mean a new leaf Cause somehow everything been cutting me so deep So let me try and express hopefully somebody hears me I mean you know me Do you really know me? Cause I kept it all in and it's all hurting So lost in thought I'm exhausted please Somebody help me I've been hearing different voices escaping my mind In the past she said it would be alright Contemplating our little lives All these charades should've shown me the time Time to go Time to leave Cause I swear I'm being so real Thought it was love my hearts now sealed I swear its a losing fight Somehow I stay up at night Thinking about us girl I know it's wrong But I try to look right is everybody leaving me Again oh I'm just losing this fight oh yeah I'm just losing this fight