Heartfelt Apology

I've got too much on my mind I've got too much on my mind I've got too much on my mind I don't know if I'm doing all of this So I'm just ready to cry But I'm ready to lie Probably to just to die Nah, f*ck that shit I ain't really gon' go hard at this For my niggas know that Please know that I got trust in the gang I got trust in my niggas that don't, don't always gon' f*ck with a bang She feelin' I'm lovin' her less But I'm lovin' her best that I can I know I'm just ready to trust But I know I'm trusting you everyday I trust you with everything That my heart cannot really take I don't know if I'm feeling alone Or I'm feeling forsaken I'm feelin' for something that no one can explain About my soul or my heart so I cannot say Cause I've got too much on my mind I don't know if I'm doing all of this So I'm just ready to cry Probably ready to show you the worst feeling As I just move away from you for the world And I'm sorry for that, yeah Look, I'm sorry for that I'm sorry for everything that I put you through And I can't let people kinda twist it In my head, no lies, yeah And I don't know how to move on in this life, yeah Because I got too much on my mind I've been tryna keep it away And show you my real side Get rid of the faking I'll show you the right Cause I know that one day One day I'ma make you all mine ya, yeah And that is today And that is today And that is today