Love Jones Interlude

Okay, Sitting here with a pen and a pad in my hand Trying to understand the intimate words that you kinda said You're gonna sit here and put the blame on me Nah, I ain't taking the blame for it, I'm sick of these Emotions in my thoughts and these feelings in my mind Emotional feelings come and go as the people leave in mine And as I stand here, I think about it Damn, it must've been a dream No, it wasn't a dream, it was reality Depicting the greater or lesser things in equality Competition ain't the way of living But it's contradicting everything that's going on in life that my eyes are missing I'm just trying to understand If I should be that faithful man To come and take or hold your hand For marriage or for labor pain Oops, I meant partial pain, that you fucking caused me Due to the diversity, oops, I meant essentials No it was necessities, Can't leave out apostrophe S Yes, no stress I'm too grown to be playing these games Prior to you it ain't the same These are late night thoughts in my mind Laying right here just wondering why But dropped the good so anxiously Not asking Nor begging you please I'm sitting comfortably Riding quiet, listening to the breeze So I'ma call this one The Love Jones Interlude Play this for the real smooth The Love Jones Interlude The Love Jones Interlude Differentiated With contemplating With complications Words that you speak out of your mouth comes with consequences Not trying to hear it Now don't believe it Begin as the realest Now you're the fakest Pulling back from you, that's the way to go Cause I done been hurt too many times Finished worrying of you and the lies that you tell You've done well To comes so far so long Did it have to end like this So quick You've made your decision, I hope it's a vision Was it really worth it to lose something good That you had in your grasp, and your eyesight And everything is not taken from the insight They say nothing lasts forever I tried, no try, only 50 percent Thought it was a his and hers relationship But it became a three-way like a phone call Satisfaction and Temptation was the cause Could've fought it, but didn't, No trip Looking back on the past Trying to relive, but I'm moving forth Not thinking behind Attempt to make it last, should've thought of it fast Cause today I'm gone These are late night thoughts in my mind Laying right here just wondering why But dropped the good so anxiously Not asking nor begging you please I'm sitting comfortably Riding quiet, listening to the breeze So I'ma call this one The Love Jones Interlude Play this for the real smooth The Love Jones Interlude The Love Jones Interlude The Love Jones Interlude Play this for the real smooth The Love Jones Interlude The Love Jones Interlude At times, all you can do is just laugh The point is already proven, (Yea) There's nothing else, that needs to be said or done Cause in the end, I still smile I'm quiet as a mouse, clean as a dry towel When plans don't go as planned, my house is coming down The vivid picture that was there has been painted clear The thought of me going back has disappeared (bye bye) Erykah Badu, Heather Headley Outta my life ya go, India Irie Sore in the mind but it's a steel plate behind it (yes) Keeping me breathing and living but from dying See where the tables turned, it's a love lesson Where you live and learn See me doing better and big things Don't come back Stop you in your tracks, (ended) It was a wrap These are late night thoughts in my mind Laying right here just wondering why But dropped the good so anxiously Not asking nor begging you please I'm sitting comfortably Riding in quiet listening to the breeze So I'ma call this one