Please Take Me Away from Here

Please take me, away from here No matter where just please my dear No wonder, I ain’t see clear Just don’t want to be, nowhere near Please take me, away from here No matter where just please my dear No wonder, I ain’t see clear Just don’t want to be, nowhere near Turning 18, feel like getting so old One side I'm glad, and one side I'm not I know they’ll love me, when I’ll be gone Some will miss me, Yeah, big up’s to yall Gave you a chance, when I shouldn’t have Put the blame on me I still get so anxious, when I don’t wanna breathe Yeah, Wish I could just sleep, so deep deep Yeah, Just slightly Everybody telling me life’s short, I wanna die There's no reason for you to be sad, Yeah It's alright, trust me, you’ll be fine, Yeah You never cared, so it's all good after all right? Don’t know why I've locked that shit up I should’ve locked my mind Last night I was looking at my past and it was scattered on the floor I don’t really care too much, that’s how I feel inside Told myself would finish it, and I meant it Too late, time passed, I’m not here anymore I know I be smoking all the time, cause it just feels right You couldn’t take a single second out of your day to make mine I put my pain and my feelings in these songs When I die hope they all sing along I wanted some attention Or just a little bit of intention Coming towards my way Never got shit, and I realized that you didn’t really care You didn’t give a damn that I only trusted you Because you should show it at least to the people close to you You were telling me, how much I mean to you Where did all those words just gone? You stopped caring about people Who would give the whole world to you I thought I can fight the demons in my head I know that I can't I've been fighting for the past fucking months I know I love her but can’t tell her I wish I could treat you like you treat me So you would see, how it tastes But I can't I asked myself, what am I fighting for? There is no-one there for me in this sick world I wish that I could Take it back, back to the days as a kid, Take it back, back when I didn’t have shit, I hope you hear this and you hate it Realize what you did wrong Never made it, I thought we could re-create it That it wasn’t me looking through pink glasses Always getting all these back flashes You broke it, threw the key apart Acting like it's all just my fault All these things that hurt me, but I don’t speak about Would I take the time back? With no doubt But I don’t know If it ain’t better with you Or without you around I asked If I gave you my heart Would you just tear it apart? You lied, and I will never see the same rose In the end, when I die would you watch me? And If I tried suicide would you stop me? Made so many shitty songs in the past I hope those were the last (Last, Last) When you’re all alone If she loves you you will never know I’ll love her till forever on Until she kills my soul