The Dream

The empty road, a cold wind, goosebumps on my skin (Skin) I'm walking straight trying to locate the source of the violin (Violin) It sounds so strange I can see a glint of a string (String) It blinds me, I'm walking, feeling the twinge in my shin (Shin) I'm looking down my foots are bleeding (My foots are bleeding) I'm barefoot stepping on the nails, feels like I'm fleeting (Like I'm fleeting) It's freezing, I'm barely breathing not enough to die (Not enough to die) But not enough to cry (But not enough to cry), just enough to be alive (Just enough to be alive) Far away I see the silhouette, I'm not alone here Is my brain playing with me, why can I hear the fear Why can I see my fears like they're human beings Why can I feel my fears, fears with a heart beating Am I sleeping? (Slee-sleeping) I need to die to wake up (Wake up) Am I sleeping? (Slee-sleeping) I need to die to wake up (Wake up) Am I sleeping, I need to die to wake up I'm falling on these nails, I'm giving up But I'm still alive, this dream's horrendous My blood is endless and I'm helpless I'm laying on the ground, looking at the sky It's purple full of blackbirds, they're landing on me saying hi A thousand holes in my body, I can't even move my hand Am I stuck here for eternity in this empty land It goes away There's no way it goes away I met her in one of those bars She was from another planet, without drugs (Drugs) We started dating, why I made her suffer? (Suffer) She was like an angel (Angel), I was a soul sucker It was Christmas Eve (Eve), I was on morphine (Morphine) Alone at home (Home), barely could speak (Speak) Why am I like this (This), It looks so wrong (Wrong) Am I sleeping (Sleeping), or that drug is so strong? (Strong) Am I sleeping? (Slee-sleeping) I need to die to wake up (Wake up) Am I sleeping? (Slee-sleeping) I need to die to wake up (Wake up) Am I sleeping, I need to die to wake up I'm falling on these nails, I'm giving up But I'm still alive, this dream's horrendous My blood is endless and I'm helpless Nails are gone, I'm staying in front of the huge gates (Gates) A hundred crates full of bodies covered with drapes (Drapes) Coming through, I want to efface it, they look like carcasses (Carcasses) And after crates wraiths (Wraiths), gliding through the gates (Gates) They look so strange when the purple sky shades on 'em (Shades on 'em) They dilate, it makes 'em white and purple transparent (Transparent) I'm not a convalescent just an ordinary day, I fell asleep And this dream, this nightmare, doesn't want to go away (Go away) I'm trapped (Trapped), I'm stuck (Stuck), I'm living a year in the one night And still not a sign of a light, I'm not able to fight (To fight) The only hope (Hope) if someone shakes my shoulder But I'm living alone, I'm the only householder