runnning

Running away I'm running away I gotta let go of my weights So I can escape No I'm Never awake Never I'm never awake Im never okay, Never okay, I'm never okay In spite of the shit that I say In light of the wit that it made So cut me a break cuz I'm Running away I'm running away I gotta let go of my weights So I can escape No I'm Never awake Never I'm never awake Im never okay, Never okay, I'm never okay In spite of the shit that I say In light of the wit that it made So cut me a break cuz I'm Asking for life not to shut me away Anchor me down for the rest of my days Wouldn't believe all the shit I've seen All of the places I've been in my brain Got me some crutches but need me a cane Why am I healing so slowly? I'm not alone but I'm feeling so lonely Last night in my dream I talked to a younger me and I felt like an alien Wake up but I don't wanna play again Enough of this shit nah I'm tired of feeling it But What do I do with no cure to fight? Guess I'm praying for days where my movement ain't paralyzed Where a beach is a paradise Where the peace doesn't terrorize Where I don't feel no fear at night Now I realize that I'm Running away I'm running away There's no time to waste I tried to escape But still I'm awake Still I'm awake I know I'm okay, I know I'm okay In spite of the shit that I say In light of the wit that it made I caught me a break Inside of the daze Tired of counting the days Live in the moment don't wanna get carried away In a sea of my shame Shit Maybe that's why I dissociate Took me a while to correlate I'm tired of running I'm done with the oralé It's never too late Listen to me This isn't plea Just learning to show my vulnerability In a world where they lock you up with no key And tell you to be at the top of your uh And tell you to be the top of your reach See from the top of the peak These days I just wanna leave These days I just wanna leave Cuz f*ck it I'm tired of running away Running away I'm running away There's no time to waste I tried to escape But still I'm awake Still I'm awake I know I'm okay, I know I'm okay In spite of the shit that I say In light of the wit that it made I caught me a break These chains are too heavy I throw off the weight These chains are too heavy I throw off the weight I know that I'm safe I look at the sky and I know that I'm safe I know I'm okay I know I'm okay I know we gon make it Facing my fears til the day I embrace them Wiping the tears then I tie up my laces Was running away now I'm running my fate And that's how I know I'm okay I know I'm okay It's alright I know I'm okay