Adulthood (feat. Aditio & AVI)

I fade away I need a way 116gshitlilnigga We getting older, day by day Childish shit blur, fade away Toys to money a better way Hopes to see a brighter day This year we all turn 18 man Trash dat shit you wanted to stay I couldn't wait till I turn 18 Reminiscin' back in May Just wanted green and to get pay Lyin', back talkin' 'member shit, that I would say Wish I could go back and fix them wrongs I tripped up man I fell astray Sell them grams I had to weight Almost an adult for brighter future man I needa pray Sat on the sofa, my cousin in coma I pray for the boy man, this shit ain't over Cut all the fakes out, this shit be over I live for this shit man, dreamed about Rover Click on the pic and I'm gone I am getting my money no fraud Shit ain't the same when you gone You better now work on Cover myself with a pon Kickin' me out yeah I'm gone Look at you like a icon Beef with me strike on Reach ur ends when you were kicked out Talked it out on a bench heard u cry and shout Listenin' to every word from ur mouth But when I moved away our relationship went south Felt all the pain and all the regret Movin' away was somethin' I regret Us two together issa perfect set Now I'm alone is there another to get Heard you got over me and ur flirting with new guy My heart locked in ur chest will it arise You in my mind all the sparks of love dies Feelin' embarrassed bout how to tell my guys 116gshitlilnigga I fade away I need a way Lovin' you is like thowin' knives right into my heart Break apart This is gon leave scars Think we went so far But to you its just a step I been reminiscin' bout how we met And I just wanna dye with all the shit thats happenin' But am I in the right place to make that decision Almost dropped my faith, and instead I start smokin' Everytime I see the steps why don't I not climb up Instead I'm goin deeper in this pit We just opened up to sum shit you never knew This all tru Somethings we would styll never tell you 88s beef with 116 D-Lo came thru and fixed that shit You don't know what we been thru Ya you never to knew These are sum things we opened up to It was behind the mic Almost cryin' at the mic 'Memberin' you is all I can see in my mind Why did this have to happen to me Why did this have to happen to me 116gshitlilnigga I fade away I need a way