River of Tears (feat. K3SH)

116 You know we took our losses Losin' the one you thought was the one And losin' a one n only legend in the streets RIP I thought I'd never see you switch up Ain't no hard feelins I'm wishing you good luck I can't lyyye, I miss your touch, your got that good love All your hugs, all your kisses got me 'ttached up Saw my brother die, left me in trauma Now I'm going through the motions, through the drama How can I keep cool, make me calmer Seen Brendo poked by the plaza When they took Juicy, when they took Brendo Went back the Glocks and new stilettos When they took Jez, I was dead inside Stabbed in my back, thought she was down to ride Put a bag on your head playin' "Guess Who?" Remember night Late Late in my stu I don't care who stop rockin' with me I lost someone I couldn't say bye to Lookin' at the snapshot but never seen the bigger picture N****s knock em up, in 9 months go and ditch her Always getting curve balls, I just wanna be the pitcher Swimmin' in a river of tears, I miss her She took her time, to fill my world with lies I wish I wasn't blinded so much by love to see through her disguise Was it love Or the perfect place and time Just another character in her story book of guys Thought you were the one, we started off right Up late eatin' cookie dough and talkin' through the night Always having sex, but we never had a fight Then I saw a change in your heart that made me realize It's not right Pretendin' like it ever made a difference All the time we spent holdin' hands and takin' pictures Used to have the same friends but we grew apart and they go distant Now I'm back at the river tears to watch it glisten Why can't you love without just wantin' sex Thats just temporary feelin' like "who's next" Fur coat, drip you out like issa flex But you think ur savage breakin' up in a text Staring at the river with only darkness starin' back We had our play time now it's time to change the track Sick and tired tryna forget the times we had Only sometimes were good, but I forgot the bad I was broken, bridges edge ready to dive Everyday on the THC just to feel alive Wonderin' if I should end it, go to sleep or cry Need a Melatonin at night just to close my eyes I proved you wrong every time you thought I lyed Shame to cry, brody say "Demons don't cry" I just wanna give up, relapse n get high I just wanna give up, sometimes wanna dye Countless funerals suit n tie From my n****s gas give me red eye RIP Write Your Name Across The Sky Last words I never got to say bye What I do to you to wanna make me dye Said it from your heart for once you weren't shy Always told the truth so why you wanna lye River of tears how much I cried