Hardest Day

Youth days I was praying for p's Out here spraying for gs I was the one relaying to peeps If the predicament's peak Cos I can't stay positive when it's been raining for weeks And I don't know love because I've never been shown it I've been through a lot and you would never have known it I've got a fatal flaw, and I'm learning to own it I had a chance to fix it, but I'm thinking I've blown it It's hard to explain how I like being alone But still get sad when I'm reading my phone And the DMs are empty, the same as my heart Turned to rock before my feelings had grown These days all the weeks just seem like a blur I'm sat here waiting for my dreams to occur But nothing is happening, maybe I'm cursed I consult my alter ego and it seems to concur So many days I was feeling to forfeit Now I get paid so I can purchase four fits I stay on my grind to get food for my tummy Cash stays on my mind when I speak to my mummy Had so many Ls but I just have to firm it Because these days I be living like a hermit Any violation sip my tea like Kermit Or see the bridge as weak and then burn it And I've scraped through the struggles Had various kerfuffles Now I've had enough I need kisses and snuggles Done nothing but hustle, now I wanna chill I still get a thrill when I'm chasing through puddles What I really feel I find it hard to say, everyday feels like the hardest day, I went through the hardest way Life's been shit but I have to keep grinding Life's riches hidden so I have to keep finding