Real One

How the f*ck you lose a real one I swear I been going numb Like I can't even feel nothing Would've gave you all of me But you wanted to steal it from me No need for apologies Cause if you call I'm still coming So I been stuck on these meds The ones I love cut the most And that shit f*ck with my head Plenty nights I laid awake Cause they got demons in the bed And they whispered in my ear But I can't tell you what they said They left a Nigga out for dead Now I'm standing on their head Ain't no time to turn down Got me acting spacial ed I ain't see nobody around When I was on my last leg I don't want to hear it now Cause I'm getting to that bread Thought I was down for the count But I got up and then they fled They tried to Fill my head with doubt But I ain't hearing what they said Don't take your words back now Cause you said what you said It's like they only come around When you rich or when you dead Lately I been at the edge And I ain't scared Feel like my time coming around I know how to get ahead Ain't got no time for you clowns I'm slinging bricks Just like I'm Craig They tried to drive me through the ground But it ain't hurt I'm like a wedge It just bettered me instead Made it out the trenches Even though I was misled Got to keep them kicking When you feel you at end Thanking god I made it here Cause lately I been feeling dead Guess it's all in my head But how the f*ck You lose a real one cause I thought I was there for you Maybe that's just ain't enough I don't need no attitude Cause I really don't give a f*ck This perky got me percolating Got that drink up in my cup I done put em on a pedal stool But they tried to get rid of me Ain't no coming back from that I'm sick of them abusing me My love is unconditional But it ain't what it used to be They no longer sticking to the code Please don't think you fooling me I'm going to always work my ass off Cause ain't shit they can do for me Tried to label me the bad guy But this shit isn't new to me But you don't want to See my bad side F*ck around and crash out Looking back think I can laugh now Ain't shit to laugh about Time to focus on my damn self I'm on their ass now And when it come to Getting this money nigga You know I'm a cash cow Say you want to see me win But watch me stand in a ant pile I see you niggas ain't here for me I got it figured out Don't hit my line When you missing me Just know you missing out Why they be faking I don't understand I don't know what it's about Watch I come up with A hundred bands What they gone tell me now I told them They can kiss my fucking ass No time to settle down But how the f*ck You lose a real one cause I thought I was there for you Maybe that's just ain't enough I don't need no attitude Cause I really don't give a f*ck This perky got me percolating Got that drink up in my cup How the f*ck you lose a real one I swear I been going numb Like I can't even feel nothing Would've gave you all of me But you wanted to steal it from me No need for apologies Cause if you call I'm still coming