I Did It To You

Oh no I see you now Got me lookin' in the mirror like Man pick yourself off the floor You know your daddy taught you way better Always stay down and never let em see you fall Mmm I'd still be good on my own But I hate that it's real Thought I could play the game and never catch these feels Now I'm sittin' in the dark thinkin' bout my own rules Had you in my hands but I let you go a damn fool Damn nigga pick yourself off the floor Ain't no point in cryin' when she ain't yours no more Tried to run my game while I kept you close Now I'm lost in my thoughts missin' what mattered most I did it to you let the best things slip away Thought I was strong enough to make you stay But I did it to you broke my own damn heart Now I'm stuck here drownin' watchin' you restart I thought I could just move on keep it plain keep it fly But every time I see your face I can't help but wonder why Snoop said we don't love them hoes but I can't lie I fell in love with the one I should've never let slide yeah Told myself I didn't need you but my pride got in the way Now I'm sittin' in my room thinkin' bout what I didn't say You could've been my peace but I made you my mistake And now I'm stuck in this bed feelin' every ounce of ache Damn nigga pick yourself off the floor Get your shit together let her run the pockets of them other dudes You fumbled with a real one now it's way too late Tryna act like it ain't hurtin' while I'm dyin' from the weight I did it to you let the best things slip away Thought I was strong enough to make you stay but I did it to you Broke my own damn heart now I'm stuck here drownin' watchin' you restart yeah Ain't no such thing as second chances after I played you like a fool Guess I needed to learn that the game don't always follow rules Now I'm payin' for my choices gotta take that hit But I swear I'd do it right if I could get back what I missed I did it to you let the best things slip away Thought I was strong enough to make you stay but I did it to you Broke my own damn heart now I'm stuck here drownin' watchin' you restart