Slowly

For some reason I thought it'd happen slowly We'd grow apart but girl i never thought you'd go cold turkey on me Why would you even bother saying you still want me Would've been better off without this string of hope thats pullin on me (Pulling so strongly) Couldn't really give me a reason guess you just wanted to be free My niece and nephew girl they love you like an auntie you didn't only leave me Got me scared to even go and see Z We aint gon act like last week everything wasnt peachy Was gettin closer to G-O-D so we was tryna keep it PG Things a younger me could never even see But this aint a game of making you feel wrong or feel right And i ain't totally against us tryin this again though if it feel right I'm just sayin i thought it'd happen slowly We'd grew apart but girl i never thought youd go cold turkey on me Tell me what was all of them late night talks for, mid day walks for Sayin we'd communicate it all for Liking all them posts about building up together and changing flaws for the person that you say youd give it all for Then you wonder why I barely even believe in love In a generation where IG got us leaving love in the spirit of keepin up, ive seen enough Wore my heart of my sleeve enough so now you best believe i got my defense up Got me feelin like ill never open my heart again, i love love I just dont even wanna start again, plus i dont feel like ever hurting this hard again Seen that face of pain on all my hardest friends, so now i think that must be how it always ends Slowly But girl I never thought youd go cold turkey on me Especially not after you splurged like that on my birthday for me Not a call or text since the day you converted on me, Got no one to talk to but God and he's workin on me, Workin out these curses on me cause look A trash person turn a good person to a bad person That person turn they next person to they last person How im posed to not get caught up in it i aint that perfect Slowly…. Slowly For some reason i thought it'd happen slowly We'd grow apart but girl i never thought we'd go… never thought we'd go cold turkey Why would you even bother saying you still want me Would've been better off without this string of hope that's pulling on me