Cloudy

As i, take a step back to look at my life I question, like on a test when u think its not right I'm gunning, i'm no different scared run for my life They huntin, think its real but i'm running from nothin (Shit) Most these people take a look back at life and laugh I take a look back at life and i'm mad The reason being never had the happiness i wish i had I never gave myself a break i blamed myself for others bads I absolutely got it comin if i think its comin from the bag Thats word to death its feelin like a never-ending quest for something That i don't even need that bad Tell my self to go relax I'm sitting As i, take a step back to look at my life I question, like on a test when u think its not right I'm gunning, i'm no different scared run for my life They huntin, think its real but i'm running from nothin (Shit) You see the paper trails, you see the things it does to people You don't see it now but you'll see it later if they're paper chasin Or if the papers payin' they like "see ya later" they playin hot potato (Huh) It's got me thinkin if I had some money In my empty pockets I could keep my friend around to make music keep on going never stop it If thats not an option and you have to drop it, you've made a legacy So when your gone your not forgotten These thoughts haunt me, but We live on As i, take a step back to look at my life I question, like on a test when u think its not right I'm gunning, i'm no different scared run for my life They huntin, think its real but i'm running from nothin (Uh) I've got a dark past, i gotta start to fast--forward Thats why i walk past, don't want to live-- over The moments, the things i write in poems I keep on sippin and tellin you im stayin focused But stay devoted even when i am at my lowest We raise the bar knock the vodka sodas (Whoops) Cant cause a problem cuz they locked n loaded (Yup) Get the notion can be taken any moment Look hes gone an taken kobe (Rip to an idol) I wanna be like him and grasp some titles I wanna be like him become and idol Eventually become a father, have a son or daughter and Live my life not scrappin change to make a dollar its a cloudy ponder As i, take a step back to look at my life I question, like on a test when u think its not right I'm gunning, i'm no different scared run for my life They huntin, think its real but i'm running from nothin shit But i'm running from nothing But i'm running from nothing But i'm running from nothing Got me sick to my stomach Cuz i'm running from nothing I'm just another youngin And i'm running from nothing Got me sick to my stomach Cuz i'm running from nothin Yeah, i'm running from nothin