Insomnia

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah, Yeah It's D Pookie on the track bitch What's my purpose on this earth living life How I know if I been living wrong or if I'm living right Insomnia the worst I face a blunt every night Just to calm my mind down enough to feel like I'm alright When I'm mad I'm not the same I let my demon out Looking for some help feel like I'm screaming out I can feel your eyes sis I know you looking out Make em feel my pain in every song that I'm putting out Everyday feel like I'm fighting to survive Every night my demons wake up come alive Not playing COD but I think I need a revive Keep fighting or give up I really can't decide First kid miscarry we don't feel the same pain Demons in my head I can't get em out my brain Umbrellas in my hand trynna hide from the rain I done lost so much I don't know what I could gain I'm calling 1-800 suicide hotline I say that I'm okay when I'm not fine I stay by myself like I'm shooting at the foul line I pray for all my sins so Imma make it up on God's time 1-800 suicide hotline I say that I'm okay when I'm not fine I stay by myself like I'm shooting at the foul line I pray for all my sins so Imma make it up on God's time What's my purpose on this earth living life How I know if I been living wrong or if I'm living right Insomnia the worst I face a blunt every night Just to calm my mind down enough to feel like I'm alright When I'm mad I'm not the same I let my demon out Looking for some help feel like I'm screaming out I can feel your eyes sis I know you looking out Make em feel my pain in every song that I'm putting out Told lil bro break down the Dutch for me yeah Got my red solo cup wit me yeah Sipping mud pour it up wit me yeah Same thoughts in my head it's just to much for me yeah Shout out bro Zay he got shot and came back Trynna get him out the trap put him in a Maybach Hustle just to eat gotta serve and flip a pack Ain't no cap in my rap ain't no cap in my rap Swimming in my thoughts trynna drown em in this bottle Saying f*ck it in the whip hit the gas full throttle Swimming in my thoughts trynna drown em in this bottle Hit the gas in the whip saying f*ck it full throttle What's my purpose on this earth living life How I know if I been living wrong or if I'm living right Insomnia the worst I face a blunt every night Just to calm my mind down enough to feel like I'm alright When I'm mad I'm not the same I let my demon out Looking for some help feel like I'm screaming out I can feel your eyes sis I know you looking out Make em feel my pain in every song that I'm putting out Jumpin in the whip hit the gas full throttle All these thoughts in my head trynna drown em in this bottle