On My Sol

I'm still walking this road even though my feet hurt With that Lapis Lazuli sitting on my T-Shirt How I rebirth and still gotta kill my ego But in each verse I be building with my people I swear my heart sore I'm waiting on him to fly back Don't tell me to meditate I promise I already tried that I came up out that water I think it's time for me to dive back Loose ends? I thought already tied that In all truth I'm knowing jus where the problems lie But sometimes it's harder to look them eye to eye I might've cried I ain't gonna lie I know I cry And I laughed a lot them shroomies give you a open mind I'm so divine I'm so connected to the higher Source A Scorpio and Aries is where my Node is North If it ain't that deep allow me to take it over board I Am Anuki that opens doors Get it On God Sometimes it really do get that deep You know On my sol, on my sol Let's eat I give thanks Ranks, Ase Let Us adore The Most High, hope all is well When I'm talking to Spirit I am praying to Self At this point I'm willing to do whatever helps Cause I done finished every book I got on the shelf And I done finished every wood I got out the ounce My love seated so watch how I get us couch Cause I had visions of a house when I went to the South So I started acting on the thoughts I was speaking about I'm not ignoring the signs the Universe sent me 9 times out of 9 I got a 9 wit me I'll kill for her I'm happy she feel alive wit me I took time for self and spent time wit me I simply was making it hella complicated Isolation and patients hell of a combination The higher path is something that was written for Rankins And Grace of God is the name of u mention the language Ase This in my soul I swear to God I been going through it lately This just what it is though This in my soul On God The journey long but I know that it is supposed to be This is Divine timing I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be I grew a couple thorns tell me you see the rose in me Pac for Hail Mary's I told them to keep the Rosary Asking no one to go wit me I'm good take a "o" out Knew I was loc'd in b4 I let me hair grow out Intentions are getting wrote out, intentionally I zone out Lately I put the phone down, and I'm pulling my stones out Obatala the Orisha I been connected too I'm tapping in to a level that I ain't never knew All my ancestors gonna do whatever I tell them to And I been spending more time wit a elder too I'm taking time to kill a ego that shouldn't live So I can give a level of love that I couldn't give Cause I done entered a mental space I shouldn't have been And it's prolly due to the fact I been missing my kid Blejure