Void of Course

I haven't written in a while, honestly I been going thru it Fell out with producers had me feeling like its f*ck the music They was only looking at everything that I wasn't doing Told me get to trapping and clubbing but I wouldn't do it So I started searching for me and I put that mic away Cause I ain't wanna blow it like foil inside a microwave And end up going backwards, dance moves in Michael's days I'll just make a lane and eventually get the right away But things got crazy my relationship was Rocky 5 Baby wasn't baby every since her freaking momma died Then we lost our baby like why do I feel this kind of pain It's problem after problem like mix tapes from diamond lane And people in the pen depending on me to show support They was steady writing I wasn't responding anymore So I became the person that people became when I was down Ain't you supposed to check up on them when they go out of bounds I had to meditate more and cut social media off Cause leave it up to them they'll never tell us jus who we are I wouldn't call it preaching cause ion care if you know or not This jus what I be thinking I'm 5'8 but I grow a lot And I'm not really home a lot, I travel like I can't dribble Stay away from people that always deal with the same issues The games simple do whatever you need to do And if they starve with you they definitely need to eat with you They tell me that I changed, thank you I'm glad you noticed that Enough time in a box I said that I was going back Made it off the block to a lovely house on a cul-de-sac Then married my woman, when you love them then you show them that My mind is like older cat, who cares about the latest trend? Your views would be different if you lived thru what I made it in So books is what I'm staying in, I don't want to be unaware They told me it's written, read it, it was nothing there