Troublesome Thoughts

You gotta keep it gusto Keep it gusto Cus if you lie then its gun smoke Bitch its gun smoke Some say that i am wiser than most but I'm humble Cooling while i watch my pockets do numbers I get to the money no days off summer to summer And i feel like zeus Cus my stick hit harder than thunder and i wonder Why these niggas wanna play with me Like they don't understand this rod it stay with me I lost my big brother the other day Tender dick over pussy resulted in some gun play And i pray they free dat boy up out that cage Im tryna knock a nigga nose off Stand over him and empty the clip and watch him dose off I endured all this pain now my emotions have been closed off Never trust these hoes dawg They'll f*ck on ya roll dawg I been hurt so many times i never cried about it Million thoughts up in my head its getting overcrowded Will this grief ever end I really doubt it Gotta stay focused Gotta get my mind around it I remember floatin in a drop top Get a 2 for 6 and go thug with big E on Prescott A clique of girls was fighting outside making the block hot But we was chilling fucking with this thot thot He was serving packs up out the pound wasn't giving niggas favors I was thuggin all outside selling pills to the neighbors At the same time i was dealing with fed papers Now my dawg dead He was killed a year later Couldn't save him