G.S.D.K.

I been walking around lifeless for to long Seeing only darkness in the sun I need a new song I've seen more dead ends than off ramps Got more tattoo ink than passport stamps I need more culture and less vulture I wanna see myself famous on a wall poster Tryna be the first to break these family curses I'm renovating everything hiding underneath the surface Wtf is you talking bout is you shittin me All the bullshit we been thru just put an end to me I been your only friend since you wish you knew better Life gave you chances but you still wouldn't do better Now you talking almighty self righteous shit Saying I'm the captain but can't seem to right your ship You know I got your back why you frontin on me Now when I reach for a hug I see you running from me I'm tired livin life tethered to the past Treating life like a fad while I struggle changing masks This time I got the discipline to turn the tide Change the views in my mind take the stride out my pride I'm tired of running backwards up the hill While I'm tearing up my heels but I'm tryna keep it real Chilllll Don't you like all the misdirection Cloakin all your imperfections what's wit all this new direction I had you looking right but now you feel it's wrong Had the nerve to say we out of tune so you changed the song How dare you try to throw away our chemistry Nigga you forget that I'm rooted in your family tree How could I you remind me every chance you get First there's my mom then my dad I memorized the list But I'm different I have the tools to do better Appreciate the cloth but I'm tryna make some new leather What you think you to good for us now It was us who got you here but I see you movin foul Who cares about feelings and emotions Ya lifestyle was ashy who cared to bring you lotion Those guilt trips used to work once upon a time But in time I'm removing doubt from my mind Good luck you think you can get rid of me Moment you pull me up from the garden I pop up differently