River(A)

It's fact they can't beat me, panic places where they keep me Like every challenge that we meet is going to eat me I know you see me, keep my confidence discreetly At my worst, you chose to meet me If it's a dream, then say it sweetly I don't want to wake up until it repeats I'm doubting my luck, I'm in the cheap seats Louder than what, holding out hope that you see me Really try to see how hard this world really was to me Standing tall in front of three, that myth is alien to me Spit my gift but they assailing me, like every single week Too much, my thoughts are jailing me, knees failing me Want to pray, but there's some hell in me, but I nary flee I faced my strife in life and lost it twice, no I'm not alright Waking up I'm feeling death way before I'm feeling breath So, maybe not so nice My broken nights leading to some broken mics Coming from a broken life, truth when it is spoken right A spoken word to the broken bird, The hand I'm holding was my own and so the token hurt The lonely work of self Trust is on a shelf, chilling with the elf, no one else And so I blaze to your health, yeah I know you see me through the ether, never been a believer Never been one to talk to a ghost, but yet you post Most high, in dreaming eyes, too many want to streak and die Acting fly but they speaking lies, truly weak demise You see the truth is not the prize but the cost I found mine rock bottom in the life that I lost I'm star crossed Live and in front of a studio, flawed Coming to you from the city where the pretty get gnawed, yeah I want to hear you so I'm making a call The last message that you left left me left my soul kind of raw The last one I'll ever get, and so I cherish it all I hope make you proud, I'm heading out to the river for shore