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I don't even know I don't know how I feel I say you gotta be alive to feel something I been down and out, I put that blame on me Time after time, it's just shame on me Why I keep letting my emotions run this game on me But you gotta be alive to feel something (at least it's something) I'm on team depression and I'm starting first string Keep picking at the sores to make the pain repeat I heard Daniel begging Daniel, don't you change on me I say that I'm alright, but bitch I'm bluffing, I been letting Satan have his way with me Anxiety threw a party, guilt showed up wit Grief I ain't ready to be judged, Jehovah wait on me Put some grace on me change your pace wit me My mental health on Medicaid, my patience weak I can't stay sleep You know I'm back on lean This gotta be genetics, cause this pain run deep let that music sing I fuk on her to see if she the same bout me And I don't like her vibe, so my brain OT But it's hard to find that drive, when your ambition on E- But you gotta be alive to feel somethin I been down and out, i put the blame on me Time after time, it's just shame on me Why I keep letting my emotions run this game on me But you gotta be alive to something I'm on team depression and I'm starting 1st string Picking at the sores, to make the pain repeat Heard Daniel begging Daniel, please don't change on me I don't want my sons to ever want for nothing I'm trying my best to raise y'all how my pops raised me I know I made mistakes, that's no excuse, just wait please I finally found myself, I'm in my bag, it's us 3 Pels game, it's floor seats Let's indulge in QT All that life has showed me I did it all, don't owe me Tribulations coached me Judicial system choked me Had to stop and soul seek That's why im rejoicing low key (Gots to be alive to feel, alive to feel) It feel like ouuuu na na naaaa I put that blame on me Time after time, it's just shame on me Why am I letting emotions run this game But you got to be alive to feel something, ohh (All in all dawg) I'm on team depression, and I'm starting first string Picking at the sores to make my pain repeat Daniel begging Daniel, don't you change