4 AM

Woke up in bed Looking at the time, it's 4 AM I feel like a totally different man Scrolling through the gram Seeing all the pics of you and him Thinking bout how all of this began You told me he's just a friend, but friends don't act like that All the time you spend Thinking that you slept Now I'm awake at 4 AM I'm awake at 4 AM Scrolling through the pics of you and him I can't sleep eyes closed, but my mind stuck on repeat Feeling overflowed heart submerged into the deep I can't weep I got way too cold for you to see Tears falling, mind bleeding, picking up all the debris on my own No one will be there, I'm all alone Late night overthinking no one's calling up my phone But I know You calling with him on FaceTime While I'm here thinking, how can I waste time? But I'm stalking Late night outside I am walking Looking at the sky got me talking The moon told me it's fine to be mourning But rise with the sun and shine this morning The grind never stops, but now I'm yawning Yeah, now I'm yawning I can say I hate me Positivity's my safety I still can't believe I used to call you baby Oh, no no no Oh, no no no Stop calling me your baby (Stop calling me your baby) Oh, no no no Oh, no no no Now I'm all alone (Alone) Stop calling me your baby Woke up in bed Looking at the time, it's 4 AM I feel like a totally different man Scrolling through the gram Seeing all the pics of you and him Thinking bout how all of this began You told me he's just a friend, but friends don't act like that All the time you spend Thinking that you slept Now I'm awake at 4 AM I'm awake at 4 AM Scrolling through the pics of you and him Still can't believe it Accepted all the pain, but can't relieve it Still burying the stains of my part grieving Yeah, I feel chained Chained up to my scars that left me bleeding Knowing what real love is like is what you've been achieving Oh, but you taught me how to self-love being lonely got me fucked up, fucked up blood is dripping till the last drop Yeah, I am on my own now Oh, no no no Oh, no no no Stop calling me your baby (Stop calling me your baby) Oh, no no no Oh, no no no Now I'm all alone (Alone) Stop calling me your baby Woke up in bed Looking at the time, it's 4 AM I feel like a totally different man Scrolling through the gram Seeing all the pics of you and him Thinking bout how all of this began You told me he's just a friend, but friends don't act like that All the time you spend Thinking that you slept Now I'm awake at 4 AM I'm awake at 4 AM Scrolling through the pics of you and him