Butterfly (Prod. Classixs)

Yeah I don't even know what to say Filled with disarray And a heart that's pointed just like a ray One direction infinite One it stay halting like parades Glimpses of the beautiful Mixed with heartake and self decay ay And I don't even know what to say Told the woman of my dreams That I been dreamin bout her ways Never really sure about other feelings or other ways I just want acceptance and someone to darken out the gray I been lost in the quantum zone for bout 7 seasons I feel like I'm tryna yell but no ones really hearin Feel like I'm locked in a cell With no internal healing That's why I get down on my knees To pray for help with dealing Feel I'm imploding Cause I am not one for showing The pen and paper my therapist No one else really knowing The people around me glowing But lava is really flowing Just know that you not alone Cause all of us have pain growing Life is like a butterfly Man we steady movin Everybody got different spots And different times of bloomin Yeah I'm kinda feelin like my thoughts in movement Yeah Know I'm not crazy but I'm going through it Self belief mixed with chronic and utter deprivation The constant struggle of acting happy and stayin patient Cause no facade can man ever instill the confirmation I go to sleep But not restin I feel the papulations I say what needs to be said Cause others scared to say it We really scared of success And leavin others vacant We really want what the rest Can have no problem takin Because we wanna be comfortable What an understatement Life is like a butterfly Man we steady movin Everybody got different spots And different times of bloomin Yeah I'm kinda feelin like my thoughts in movement Yeah Know I'm not crazy but I'm going through it