Growing Pains (Prod. By Cormill)

They ain't know how to react when I said I'm gone The fact that I would rather rap than live in a dorm The fact that I would rather leave and just face the storm The fact that I would risk it all for this mighty sword Mighty mighty pen gone make big bucks for me I look to God and he whispers good luck to me I look to kev and he give a big hug to me My head is spinning But I'll make it out trust in me It was the 12th month Right around the 5th day Had to call my mama to tell her these were my last days She wasn't elated but told me hop on the next plane I was rushing to the grind Peepin game x Ray My father on the other hand wasn't feelin right Callin me selfish and he's ridiculing me every night Sayin be patient Why you tryna go live a different life Physically gifted But my mental is at a different height But in spite I always was peerin in the light Never verbalized I was feelin That school just wasn't right Cause my frontal lobe was conditioned To just go read and write Paying astronomic tuition Man something isn't right Why not chase ya dreams No matter what they say Cause in the grave it's you And thoughts of disarray I'm tryna live my truth My path is like a ray And no one believed It's N.O.B the gang They sayin I'm gone fold I ain't ready to be on my own But I'm gone face my foes Imma make it man that's on my soul And they gone laugh oh no And tell you bro see I told you so I'm so glad I know This my purpose so I let it show Yeah They gone really try to talk you out Yeah You gone really have to grind it out I don't sleep Cause I can't afford to lose time A young teen Reciprocals sayin oh my I'll give you 91 reasons That just at 19 Imma be the newest young nigga out on the night scene Imma be the daily narcotic to all the dope fiends Imma be the leapin lumbodist up in ya brain strings Imma be the leader cause trust me you can do anything I'll even be the martyr Cause everything isnt as it seems I'd rather die for my dreams Than live a lie comfy I'd rather just scrapin by Knowing I did something I'd rather look in the mirror The end of every day Knowing that I never let my dreams go and fade away Knowing that I didn't give it up on a rainy day Showing my sisters and brothers you can always make a way Showing the addicts and hustlers That there's always brighter days Usin up all my potential To make it all the way Oh my gosh Don't know what to say I'm not perfect Like you moldin clay Reach for greatness like I'm Cassius Clay But I believe I will win today They sayin I'm gone fold I ain't ready to be on my own But I'm gone face my foes Imma make it man that's on my soul And they gone laugh oh no And tell you bro see I told you so I'm so glad I know This my purpose so I let it show