Lost

Never understood Just a lost soul Floatin down towards the abyss No one ever loved how I loved them Hit my heart with 30 clips I don't even know what I gotta do Should be quiet Should I be like you Should I speak my mind Should I skip my Lou Should I chase my dreams Feel like voodoo Or should I chase yours Remember a man telling me that I owed it to mama to just stay the course Was speaking of college of course At night I feel feelings remorse Cause I should be packing arenas But people won't give me the chance just hit pause The people they don't know the cause They don't know bout what I have been through They don't know the pain that it caused But I can not hang up my shoes Cause without all this music I might cut the cord Would you even miss me? Would I be a thought? Or just be a hashtag for bout a month Man that's what i thought What's clouding my thoughts I don't really know Just know that I ain't been the same way since last March If she put her legs in the air While we kissing Her back in a arch Nah that won't help nothing of course Man that won't help nothing of course I'm fading I'm feeling lost I'm fading I'm feeling lost Im fading I'm feeling lost I'm feeling so lost