Re(collect)

Man I left a lot behind for this My younger siblings don't get to grow up with their big brother My rekindling with my father was put to a halt Family ties severed cause I wanted to chase my dream But I know that when it all comes to fruition It's gon all be worth it Conversations with my lil brother miles away I ask him bout his day He tellin me this shawties name Wow man You really growin up fast Don't ever skip class Or feel pressured to puff pass I smoked for my first time bout a month ago We was rolling papers on that wiz khalifa flow I tried it To see if it release the pain But it only had me wanting answers in my brain Damn I know my purpose is to make a difference I'm always hearing other problems gotta keep em lifted But I came to the realization Who know me? If you can't share ya darkest fears Is he your homie? Never regret Just recollect the old me The kid kicked out the house without a phone g The kid grinding out his craft with the homies They say you changed? But being the same is phony We change everyday For the better or the worse What's a blessing to a curse Niggas lyin in a hurst Uh I'm top tier gon end up in first Cause the words that Im speaking are Like a timeless clerk Niggas always saying what's with all this rapping shit Everybody on twitter think they can make a hit And that's cool if this shit is fun and games to you But for me it is confirmation about my muse Uh And you don't even wanna play with me Cause imma always grind till I'm 6ft My niggas better get the cutlery Cause everybody eating sooner than you think Uh No robin thick blurred lines I'm real wholesome But could've hit your chick three times I check my wrist 3 times Cause nigga times a tickin It's time over money But I think my mind works different