Message I Convey

How many days has it been Since we last spoke about our day and our lives? Damn I can't remember Gonna have to scroll up, like a lot to remember You seem quite alright Wonder how you feel without me loving in your life Got a lot on my mind Thinking bout you night and day, do I cross your mind? Minutes pass like days, days like months, and months like years Yeah, months like years, I just keep on getting covered in my own tears Kinda sad how things just went downhill Shit... who am I kidding? This is fucking scary and I think i'm really dying, woah Damn it's been a minute since I hear your pretty voice Tell me am I'm going crazy, do I have a choice? Nothing in the universe felt better than your love You were just like an angel, that was sent from up above Look and listen up I know you smiled when we talked Saying that you loved me baby, couldn't get enough Now I don't get nothing from you, making my life rough Every day I'm wearing a mask to act tough Really love your eyes You look better without make-up, I would never lie Make me wanna twirl Remember when I won that bet cuz you're a badass girl F*ck Where did my mind go? I feel like Rambo Fighting my demons, I call it survival I'm my own rival I'm going aggro Thinking the plain truth is so hard to swallow I think my mind is just making up lies Making it harder for me to live, Why Do I think that you don't love me no more? Can you talk to me for once like before? It would be easier for me to live Do you hate me? Can you just please forgive Me for whatever I did to you wrong? Baby I love you, can we get along I really don't know what else say Do you hear the message I convey I really don't know what else say Do you hear the message I convey