Ochikonde Kanashidesu (feat. Yung Shinra)

Hajimemaste Jurian desu, Please forgive me if I look like a mess Ochikonde kanashidesu, These are the reasons why I dont express Why? Do you ask? Why do you care? So you can judge me then go out and share Imma stay quiet, that's really rare. I really wish I was with her somewhere Got many friends, they be asking "whats wrong?". Tell the same, haven't slept in so long That aint a lie, not the whole truth. I don't have to explain myself to you When it's past 5:00, I feel alone. The woman I love in another timezone I wanna leave, I feel so dead. Maybe I should blast some led to my head I've been in my head for a long time, long time I feel better when you say it's alright Smoke fills the air, my heart's in dispare I need you right here, I need you right here I'm not so easy with falling in love girl It feels like a drug, I cannot get enough of you Say you need me, like I need you Do you want me, like I wanted you Hanging by a thread and I know you ain't the distance Run away from my problems and list them Can you give me something for me to believe in Im so sick of this dream, I be falling to pieces I been chasing my head high, these drugs by my best side Im waiting for next time, wait for me, it's alright My sanity, I've lost my mind Alright let's get this damn story straight You make my heart beat go palpitate No other girl makes me feel the same Everything fine girl, distance to blame I feel the same, how about you? When I wake up, Germany afternoon I know you're busy, spare me some time Can you just tell me that baby you're mine I wanna go back to calling you names You are my devil, our love gone to flames I get a feeling that you will love this But end up feeling bad because you can't get a kiss I got good news, open your ears I'll get a job, shed some blood, sweat, and tears While I do that, you focus on school Getting this money to fly to my jewel I hate all my insecurities and my designer Depression getting to me, I've been growing tired I'm running out of time so I been getting higher Saying that you love me, use the one that liners I'm not so easy with falling in love girl It feels like a drug, I cannot get enough of you Say you need me, like I need you Do you want me, like I wanted you? Hanging by a thread and I know you ain't the distance Run away from my problems and list them Can you give me something for me to believe in Im so sick of this dream, I be falling to pieces I been chasing my head high, these drugs by my best side Im waiting for next time, wait for me, it's alright My sanity, I've lost my mind