4AM IN MTL

I let life play its role, the lessons that I've been taught should be in master classes These women that waste my time come built like hour glasses That's a reminder not to worry about distractions Think my shoes start losing traction the second I'm taking time from practice I practice giving more when I really should work on discipline Stop handing out all the love to my participants Sometimes I put in question, was ___ really that interested Maybe not, but I still did what I could To show someone what they deserve, while I feel misunderstood My heart gets colder by the day, even the days I wear sweaters I started hiding what I look like just to show off my hood Wear my heart on my sleeve that I might've rolled up for good I knew I had my doubts when that gut feeling appeared I wasn't worried bout her character or how she appeared They say the best could be the worst, is it really this time I guess the time just wasn't right, don't get this feeling in mind Well, she did Damn, that shit just don't make sense If you wanted what you said, then why feel so distressed At first, I had my second guess on if you'd really be next My heart been locked, somehow you found the keys to open my chest I didn't have too many cents, just what I learned and maybe then some You called us "stepping stone soulmates", felt more like REDRUM how'd you come give me a feeling just to MURDER it then I'm having flashbacks of our times and what we could've been Or even could be, but don't think so your mind seems made up, right Like how I feel, so Your truth seems made up, huh I've heard things worse, so I get you not being ready to hear this verse, so I haven't known you for long But I feel like our connection is strong Like you don't need the wifi for understanding the song I could stare at every aspect of you, right to the bone To me your beauty is dangerous, yet your mind is a weapon Mistake a gun for all my words is just the proof of deception I been decepted to open up and I don't think it's your fault But now I'm stuck and can't go back, 4am Montreal