Faded

I don't need a drink I don't need a blunt I need time to think It happens every month 'Cause I've been faded I don't think a bunch of drugs will ever get me gone Yeah, I've been hated And a bunch of people tell me that I'm wrong Switch up the case I'm smoking till there's nothing in the ashtray Driving but my head is in the wrong place It's the only way That I can see me with my eyes closed Faded 'till I'm imposed All my secrets exposed I'm missing lotta context So if I'm typing when I'm drunk I'm sending you the wrong text Tell me that I'm dumb Butterfly effect when my whole body is wrecked But I know what to expect I killed me twice this beat is next I tell you that I love you but I gotta put me first You don't see the real me because it's hiding in a verse Many people tried to play me ended up getting reversed Switching lanes or losing friends I really don't know what is worst When I'm hiding In the lyrics that I write Different vision, different sight It's like my heart is getting tight When I'm writing Is like I'm running out of time Lyrics climbing up my spine Converting struggles into rhymes 'Cause I've been faded I don't think a bunch of drugs will ever get me gone Yeah, I've been hated And a bunch of people tell me that I'm wrong Switch up the case I'm smoking till there's nothing in the ashtray Driving but my head is in the wrong place It's the only way That I can see me with my eyes closed Faded 'till I'm imposed All my secrets exposed It don't matter if I repent That's how it goes You'll still throw me in the deep end Neck around ropes Ever since you started leaving I'm on death row All this time here I've been screaming trynna find hopes And it don't matter what you meant to me It don't matter if right now you're gone Why're you still calling my phone? You know you're everything I want for me I know that you moved on But you're too happy to be worrying 'bout the drugs that I'm on When I'm hiding In the lyrics that I write Different vision different sight It's like my heart is getting tight When I'm writing Is like I'm running out of time Lyrics climbing up my spine Converting struggles into rhymes 'Cause I've been faded I don't think a bunch of drugs will ever get me gone Yeah, I've been hated And a bunch of people tell me that I'm wrong Switch up the case I'm smoking till there's nothing in the ashtray Driving but my head is in the wrong place It's the only way That I can see me with my eyes closed Faded 'till I'm imposed All my secrets exposed