If Things Went Right

I was happy once and never falling down My cousin used to tell me "Go outside enjoy and find your sound" I flew too high and told a lie and lost my contact with the ground But then I realized I was needed so I exceeded the amount Of things I treated and completed so I stopped and had to count How many friends are by my side after I hide what I have found The times I tried to kill my pride and times I cried I lost a bound The times I lied they let it slide I wasn't right I see it now So I see it now I'm sorry, I know it's too late I know you don't want to stay But I have one thing to say Is that I see it now It's June first Now we're talking Text you first thing in the morning Now you calling Can't believe it's been the 2 months We were starting To get to know each other like back in the spring It's repeating We set a date and we meet up in the happy place I can tell that she's mature by the look in her face She's telling me she knew that we needed space It wasn't funny but I smiled in my silly ways I said, "Look I can't afford to loose you again I got tired of the times we both played pretend I knew it all cuz I did yeah I talked to your friend We were separated I had to make up for the time we spent" And then I wanted to go to the beach so we went I wanted to explain what this lyrics and all these writings meant I'll keep me out of every problem every argument But it kills me to think that you're happy but with another man Damn, but I see it now I know I see it now I'm sorry, I know it's too late I know you don't want to stay But I have one thing to say Is that I see it now I know the only way I can talk to you is through these songs I gotta wait till I can speak to you but damn it's taking long The times I acted right are smaller than the times when I was wrong Now I'm working on all those burdens putting them where they belong But now I'm gone I isolate And now you're gone Cuz it's too late And now I'm gone I cannot wait To see me strong I see the day That you're with me I'll keep the faith But it's to late now I see it now I see now I see now My mistake Yeah, I see now I see now I see now