Realize

I want to ask What's in your mind But I'm scared to know That is not me Lie to me and tell me that I'm the one That heals you every time Fine by me if I am not the one I'll see you another time Acting confusing I don't feel like using you To write a song again Good at goodbyes I'm all set with the why's From you And you Will not have to pretend Now it's my turn to realize You're not You're not You're not My only friend Now it's my turn to realize You're gone You're gone You're gone I'm here again 27 Is a message sent from heaven That I can only see because you're gone Every session Every word that I've been given Who knows if this is really what I want I think imma make it Pen and a paper Started it to fake it Alone with emotions for once Wrote many letters that I never sent 'cause I feel like I'm finally peaceful for once Feeling like melodies inside of a mix and I feel like I'm always just missing the drums I'm getting rid of the versions of me I don't like but I'm scared of the ones that return Acting confusing I don't feel like using you To write a song again Good at goodbyes I'm all set with the why's From you And you We won't need to pretend Now it's my turn to realize You're not You're not You're not My only friend Now it's my turn to realize You're gone You're gone You're gone I'm here again Again