This Part Of Me

Damn y'all niggas really did a lot I killed 3 birds a single shot My head is burning getting hot, damn I got a lot of things to say I'm kinda scared I'll push away The people close to me today Don't push my bottoms cuz I swear to god I don't know me when I'm screaming this out I'm flying high so high that I can touch the sky and I'm leaving you people out Don't get close to me I don't wanna hurt you with the wrong things That come and go out my mind I'm trynna leave behind This part of me It's a different me that I don't know about When I get like this I like to say my thoughts out loud It's like I'm feeling proud cuz I'm running out of doubts But this is not me Damn, shit not this place again I thought I told myself to never kill myself again But f*ck that sucks that I only have a pen To let it out or scream it out the things inside my brain I don't like this so please don't get confused This is just the product from the feelings I abuse I lost myself so let me introduce This is the only nigga that can let my feelings loose I'm getting myself hyped up but I know this is wrong Writing suicide notes they're coming from the dome Telling myself high thoughts I'm trynna feel at home Denzel is getting fucked up and I think Stoic is gone Don't get close to me I don't wanna hurt you with the wrong things That come and go out my mind I'm trynna leave behind This part of me It's a different me that I don't know about When I get like this I like to say my thoughts out loud It's like I'm feeling proud cuz I'm running out of doubts But this is not me