Standing In A Battlefield (feat. Avessoul)

Voices in my head are getting louder by the minute I'm fighting in a battle when I'm not even in it I've got my heart and mind but my soul it seems so distant I'm under so much pressure I could shatter in an instant The pressures that I can't let go Voices in my head are they friends or foe What hurts the most is that I don't know The battle I face is where the demons roam They seem to be gone but I feel them close I took them in like an overdose I came here to fight and I'm on my own But what's there to fight when you're all alone Standing in a battlefield all alone I don't know which way to go The damage is all I feel, my heart of stone But there's a light I know My head is getting heavy and my soul feels trapped I've gotta get through it cause I can't go back There's something in the fight that we can't let go There's more to the pain than what we think we know The choices that I've made are asking if I'm past forgiveness I'm hanging by a thread but got God as my witness We all dance with the reaper I just pray I've made a difference Before I return to dirt I wanna know I went the distance I wanna forgive but I don't know where to start I wanna love again but it broke my heart The first time I did it, yeah, it tore me apart Lost time of my life, losing life in my car I made a mistake, put my foot on the throttle I didn't pay attention to the road I would follow Had too much trust at the bottom of a bottle Don't wanna be held by the poison that I swallow Standing in a battlefield all alone I don't know which way to go The damage is all I feel, my heart of stone But there's a light I know My head is getting heavy and my soul feels trapped I've gotta get through it cause I can't go back There's something in the fight that we can't let go There's more to the pain than what we think we know Why do we fight for love Why do we fight for us Why do we fight if we feel like we're not enough I guess that when we fall apart We can learn to mend a broken heart Thanks for watching