The Real You

I need Something better than satisfied Cause happiness I don’t recognize For Everything that you never did You never redeem to gratify Sad to say you never tried Said You gave your all, I’m not surprised Your feelings were not around Maybe cause they was occupied With another companion that you never released I was so busy reading you, fulfilling your needs I was down for the long haul, the big move Wedding bells, even probably start up a family tree Shit... We the one to blame Wanna move it so fast and rushing every thang I’m glad a sign came across in a perfection of time Cause I could of been the one to sign my life away No way I couldn’t wait say the truth I know you’ll hate to hear it to Post it to social media I know they’ll probably hate it to That’s if they play it thru They’ll probably say to you We ain’t believing his bull shit Cause what he saying ain’t true Or is it... Before you came along I had a satisfied ex I never knew someone could ever go beyond that Get to thinking it’s the climax, I’m on hill full of depression tryna climb that You put thru the worse You took my name in vain embed me in endless pain And vowed to dragged me thru the dirt I should of known at first, from how we so diverse I put my life in drive, when I should’ve hit reverse So disgusted so sickened That can’t even find room for me to seek forgiveness My mind twisted, like a licorice Thought it was all sweet, but it was so different, just unforgiving So, I get to questioning why Like, why did I try I can’t even tell you Wait hold up... I seen you tell the media, I’m out here and I’m beating ya Anyone believe in ya, they gotta be a idiot Let me tell you something that’s real and what I see In ya Beauty but so hideous, no money but the greediest Shady and so devious, stop it with the silliness Fucking for a 20 dollar bill and yes I’m serious Even on ya period, Suspicious and mysterious Thank you for lesson I learned, what an experience