Deep Dive

Morning arrives and you have to get On a plane tonight and I'm really scared Alone in bed staring at my ceiling fan While I think of you, wishing it was a dream instead Take a deep dive to my heart, yeah Walk a couple miles in the dark, yeah Paint my pain, I'm Picasso with the art, yeah Said you wanna talk, I don't really wanna talk, yeah Sit in silence With images of you in my head like you're tatted on my eyelids Can't deny it That I'm in love with you but I'm doing my best to hide it Cause I'm not the same man that I am when alone No service in my head, I can't answer the phone There's just some things that I can't let you know Never give you a chance to get to close But hold me close, never let me go And if you go just kill me slow Morning arrives and you have to get On a plane tonight and I'm really scared (I'm really scared) Alone in bed staring at my ceiling fan While I think of you, wishing it was a dream instead (A dream instead) Take a deep dive to my heart Tell me what you see so far And you don't gotta go that far If you really wanna see these scars Broken in pieces I didn't want you to see this, no Broken and bleeding and I don't think you can treat this (nooooo) Tell me that you love me but in my mind you don't love me at all Tell me that you want me but in my mind you don't want me at all Take a deep dive to my heart and you finally arrived at the door Open it up to find out my heart's not beating anymore