Grow

Growing up a shy cub/ never put my hand up Always had my head down/ made sure I sat at the back cause It would be/ Derek called up to the front to speak Shaking knees start to sweat/ then I couldn't really breathe Still a public speaking mess/ even in my dreams yes In duress/ always anxious on any test Look upon the ground/ never above the horizon Can't speak a word/ or engage a girl in her eyes and I'm Running round the room/ like a fool just all mess Mind wandering pondering/ if I'm hexed My body soars/ in a world just all line's When I situate myself in rhymes/ I'm all fine Try to concentrate/ on what is supposed to be I'd like to see/ the perfect lyric close to me If I give my all/ all I hope to be A smooth operator/ operating correctly It's only up to you/ don't matter what they say Deep breath, drop them shoulders and just bust through All about you/ let their doubts wash away Be proud speak loud, they ain't got you You got the right moves/ and that's why they hate Get it in your mind, you have worth and more No matter what you do/ it's for you it's okay Hold it down, believe in yourself and grow Not a blip on the screen/ always try to bee unseen Told my rhymes are whack/ hang ya head through a guillotine No creatine base/ this foundation self-made Always the best at what I do/ but bragging felt lame Shy hiding in the shade/ flying by be the days Sitting home alone rehearsing/ dreaming of the stage Nausea sets in/ anxiety overtakes Alleviates my dream of you/ ever pressing play Rolling eyes doubting minds/ trial by fire burnt several times No matter your thoughts/ this plot is hot no stopping, I Lived in a box, hid under rocks/ now my time to surface Mocked like Navin Johnson/ I found my special purpose Cut off my feet/ still find a way to walk Blind me bind my tongue/ music my vision in my head sung Try to sweep the leg/ but the crane will take Like you in my life/ all of your hate will fade away It's only up to you/ don't matter what they say Deep breath, drop them shoulders and just bust through All about you/ let their doubts wash away Be proud speak loud, they ain't got you You got the right moves/ and that's why they hate Get it in your mind, you have worth and more No matter what you do/ it's for you it's okay Hold it down, believe in yourself and grow