Lifeless Bluess

Why oh why don't we stay the same? Why must we be different all the time? When will we know the answers to all things? So, Why must we go through hell to get to Heaven? I need this vision, to come in precision And roll on through, to carry out My lifeless blues I need to find In search of clues To find my way Back to you... but I What's love? Is it sending that good morning text Breakfast in bed, Sealed with a kiss on ya neck Like a tattoo, is it a memory you won't forget Forever instilled, Is love something I must repent See I been thinking me and you But evidently not Same love story, but we got different plots We on different pages, we setting different stages Sometimes I wonder if manifesting could just be dangerous My brother been calling me up saying he feeling caged in In need of saving, oh lord please help me save him The talks of toten a pistol, ain't really in his language We grew up wrestling demons, and telling people Suck it We getting getting buckets Remember, pops had that bucket That shit was rugged, from A to Z It carried luggage Back seat I'm fucking Getting top From some girl named london Her bridges falling Got damn her bridges falling Backwoods get peeled as i smoke away tears Thinking bout the life I had, as i go back through the years Distained, from showing feelings, to the ones I hold dear All i know is, lifeless blues Paw paw, my vision is clear Growing up i realized that I Took you for granted If i knew id end up here I would've done better planning I should've took advantage of the life lessons you handed But i guess in fine print you showd Time, is of essence Yeah, you showed time is of essence Now I'm better off just sitting here counting my blessings Or wishing on a star that, we get reconnected But than again, I know iiiiii Sed, de amor y de alma, salvame Cubreme con tus brazos, eres mi fe Fui Ciego, del amor, no tenia, un corazon Busca el amor en tu alma, eres mi salvacion Tambien mi religion Dejame aqui, para arrepentir De los errores que cometí Tal vez Entender Mi manera de ser Para serte feliz It's just for you and me Un día you shall see... but I