Golden Child

I ain't even gone cap though I really been I really Had a lot on my plate these days And giving up always been My first choice but I mean I end up remembering That I'm in favored by many You know what I mean Aye in some aspects I'm a golden child you digg Been off my game lately But I'm finna take off We don't see the same I got vision people Ray Charles Truly one of one I promise I'm the golden child I know that I Been going through a lot Gotta be a soldier now Shit been weighing down Heavy on the kid I must've fucked my karma up Don't know what I did Yeah I could be begging forgiveness right now But why would I waste time I only got so much of it Twenty four hours and even that can't be promised I rather spend it different That shit dead in the water Gotta go harder I gotta move smarter Making decent moves I know they against me It feel like I got some to prove Yeah It feel like I got some to prove It's hard to keep going When no one else believe in you Fell down too far and I can't find a way up Trapped inside the darkest parts And I can't find no way out Accepting defeat Cause I can't get back on my feet Need a pick me up Somebody come and get me up Yeah Never felt so low Type of shit make me wanna go To the other side Make it homicide Yeah Kilt by depression Yeah I said been kilt by the pressure To be successful Need some help trynna escape my pride That shit is no joke I yell to the moon Tell that bitch to let my gravity go Just let me float I'm starting to bruise Worst pain I done ever done felt This life shit Its been giving me beating for plenty reasons I been fucking with demons Got friends on the other side I got friends on the other side Been off my game lately but I'm finna take off We don't see the same I got vision people Ray Charles Truly one of one I promise I'm the golden child I know that I I said I know that I Been telling people I'm the golden child Yeah I'm the golden child