If I Die

Stuck inside the trap i that created on my own Fire up tobacco as i skip another stone Sippin on my poison and i'm waiting for my death Counting down the seconds as i take another breath Promise if i die You're not gonna cry Shit has gone awry I'll prolly not survive Takin'em down with me I just can't defy My mind so don't come by In time the tears will dry I can't get fucking by Please help me Caged in my mind with no way to get out Moment of peace as i look at the cloud Rain was supposed to bring cure to the pain But all that it's doing is give hope in vain Can't Focus from stress Lord i confess I walked down the path with no room for success Not gonna pray I gotta convey That if i live through this you fuckers will pay Conditioned by environment Time came for my retirement I've been so fucking arrogant All to my fucking detriment Can't show one fucking sentiment My crimes are all so evident I could've been so excellent Now up to neck in excrement So i'll take my time to Go say goodbye you Can't deny i tried so I'll say it one more time Please Promise if i die You're not gonna cry Shit has gone awry I'll prolly not survive Takin'em down with me I just can't defy My mind so don't come by In time the tears will dry I can't get fucking by Forget me