Love Lies

Sitting here and I’m fighting back tears now. Gotta get myself off of the ground. Searching for some patience I’m all out. Every time I wanna rise I fall down. Frozen in my bedroom I’m all alone Hoping there’s a friend who will call my phone. I know you moved on. I can tell by your tone. Now I’m falling into the unknown. I gave you all I had and now I’m left with nothing. You betrayed what we built now I’m feeling disgusted It was you who I trusted now that feelings corrupted and I’m drowning in pain from the lack of discussion what we had it was great now that feelings erased but the memories are strong puts me back in that place stuck tryna relive the past my tank is out of gas and I’m calling for help now You said your love’s real I guess I realized You were relentless when telling me all your real lies Then you regret it, ain’t meant it I guess the real died You can’t pretend when you deaded it all in real time. And if our loves strong then how’d the ball drop? We lived a movie so when the f*ck did it all stop? How could you do me like I was only a guest spot? When you cocked that gun Pulled the trigger and let my head drop. So here we go moving in circles again. We make up then you go saying something hurtful again. Accused of looking and checking out every girl with a pulse. Then when I’m mad you say you’re sorry, hide your face and you sulk. You find my patience and poke. Make me insane like me going crazy’s a joke. Yo, what the f*ck is in that tray that you smoke? I guess a decade isn’t long enough to gain your affection. Your man is crazy if he thinks that he’ll retain your attention. Yea I’m in pain, you guess it? I was never too great at tryna suppress it. Mixed emotions and I suck at compression. Hatred’s a weapon. We paved a road to go and break others then wondered why the road is wrecked So were we haters or lovers? And were we only here to merely keep preventing each other from fucking others? We’re bowling with our brains to get guttered It’s like I’m in the driver’s seat while you’re telling me where to go while hiding the key. So why put in the time when you’ll leave? You said your love’s real I guess I realized You were relentless when telling me all your real lies Then you regret it, ain’t meant it I guess the real died You can’t pretend when you deaded it all in real time. And if our loves strong then how’d the ball drop? We lived a movie so when the f*ck did it all stop? How could you do me like I was only a guest spot? When you cocked that gun Pulled the trigger and let my head drop.