Trust Me

She say she love me but can't trust me and with that shit I'm the worst Got me standing here when I just wanna leave this earth Insecure and lonely I'm familiar with the words Depression and anxiety familiar with the hurt And she wanna get together I'm the best at what I do Got her screaming out my name just telling y'all the truth And the crowds do the same cause I'm turning up the youth Screaming loud through this pain when I'm burning up the booth She refer to me as Diffic she don't even know my name Damn this shit gone end and return a great pain Felt lost in this place since like grade eight And it got worse with every girl that I date And I got a problem I know it Scared to be alone I show it When its real I always blow it Fucked up without no one knowing I don't have a chance of slowing I don't have an answer for you I wont put this cancer on you I wont follow after you Walk around with this guilt in my pocket Wishing I could drop it I don't know how to stop it Yeah but how the f*ck you gone leave You stab me in the back and now you there watching me bleed Behind that makeup is a mind full of greed I got no chance to succeed I got no chance to succeed yeah I got a hundred texts left on read But I'm so fucked up I don't remember what I said Then she told me she don't know who I am I looked back said bitch you was never in the plans You was never them fam and you will never understand You will never be there when I'm up there counting these bands I got I got a lot of shit to figure out Yeah I do Baby you if you want me too Come lay with you Let me down its true Baby you you let me down its true Stab me in the back I don't f*ck with you She say she love me but cant trust me and with that shit I'm the worst Got me standing here when I just wanna leave this earth Insecure and lonely I'm familiar with the words Depression and anxiety familiar with the hurt And she wanna get together I'm the best at what I do Got her screaming out my name just telling y'all the truth And the crowds do the same cause I'm turning up the youth Screaming loud through this pain when I'm burning up the booth